This was just like in Blow Up

I started to make this post, with the above title and below tags, and clearly meant to insert some sort of photo. Now I can't remember what that photo was, but doesn't it seem like it would have been a great joke?

this is a little cliche

April is the cruelest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.


Anyway I've been checking the weather compulsively and my heart is swollen, or maybe it is collapsing on itself. I can't really tell because I have to spend all day (and night!) in the library.